Wednesday, December 22, 2010

3WW:- Educate, Object, Silence

“Rubbish, what you think you only have the knowledge of entire world?” He shouted.

I looked at him in amusement  and wondered how can a person be so dumb to understand this tiny and so common thing.

Tough I had objection still rather than arguing with an Idiot, I mentained silence to make proper use of my education after all that is what gentle men normally do.

Friday, December 17, 2010

3WW:- Dabble, Lean, Utter

“Why did you lean it from me? Does that mean you don’t believe me enough to tell me about your work any more now?” She stared at him while he was all quite dabbling his lower lip with his tongue.

She looked at me. I was standing by their side, looking at both of them, wondering how the faith and believe flew of two childhood best friends like this. What about their love and trust which everyone used to give examples of?

“Please yaar, calm down, don’t make it a really big issue now.” I thought I should say something. I never saw her this look in last 8 years or since the time I knew her.

“You would not understand this. You were never married.” She said adiing “and I think that is really wise decision.”

They looked at each other, She angrily and he calmly.

“I din’t hide it from you. I just thought will tell you when the right time would come.” He finally spoke softly.

“Don’t you dare to utter a sigle word of lie from your mouth. God! I am so damn sick of you now.” She shoultd and closed the door on our faces leaving us two behind looking at each other.

“I think I should leave now” I said and he nodded to agree.

I left their house wondering that how love and trust fades slowly when you see the reality of life in a manner which you never imagined of. That why they call it "Bitter truth of life"

Wednesday, December 8, 2010

3WW:-Judge, Nightfall, Safety

Looking out of the door, the fear crept inside slowly,
            Judging the condition in the best manner he could, 
without having any second thoughts in mind,
              He looked around carefully but before the nightfall approached,
He ran for safety and reached in no time.

         What it would be for a kid? The arms of his mother.

Wednesday, December 1, 2010

3WW:-Demise, Effort, Revival

Tale at An NGO who works to support lonely and still Dependant Women... 

Revived her life was, with pleasure filled around,
We could sense the happiness even from her sound.

Demised her all that pain was in one instant,
Finally She smiled, din't seem even a bit distant,

Our all efforts worked out and turned into reality,
It was nothing else but fate, not any our ability,

She faced a lot and gone through even more,
No one cared for her she thinks ever before,

First time some one looked deep in her empty eyes,
No one she says ever cared for her long silent cries,

We smiled at her, left her behind waving our hands,
There are still places to go ahead and take more stands..

Wednesday, November 24, 2010

3WW:- Advance, Pander, Shuffle

I stepped back and looked into few lives so deep,
Things will be fine soon I believe, then why to weep?

It isn’t always hard to speak out what you feel,
Then why don’t try and not get wounds which can’t heal.

We can’t know things in advance, that we all know is true,
Then can’t we take life as it comes instead of feeling blue?

We were born to keep the hearts safe with us and live on fullest,
Then why to shuffle them instead of spreading love at the earliest?

Juggled hearts and these emotions unfulfilled cause only pain,
Then why can’t we have only what God’s given and let it remain?

Everything will pass; we will have what we supposed to have,
Then why to pander anything really useless even if anyone crave?

Wednesday, November 17, 2010

3WW:-Clutch, Delight, Happy!!!

Clutching the umbrella tight between her figures she was running at the full speed she could run. It was late evening and she had to reach to her village before it turns dark. 

It was raining heavenly out.  She felt ease from the struggle with each drop of rain went through her face. She felt like flying with every blow of air. 

"This is it" she thought "Now we will get the fruitful results of all our struggle. How delighted every one would be after hearing this??" and she increased her speed.

The way seemed so long which she used to find really short playing around with her cattle. Her all childhood friends used to come there with their cattle. She went in flash back when she really used to feel bad when her all brothers went to school, and being a girl, she couldn't. 

Her society was still very orthodox while rest of the world was celebrating 21st century. What is really going to change for them in this, no one thought. Lots of people came and went, visited their place many times, surveyed a lot but still instead of death of all hopes, nothing else happened.All laws were killed there, as someone was supposed to speak out and no one did. 

Its was a result of real hard struggle of 5 years. Complete 5 years of devotion and sacrifice.  

She was only 4 when Radhika Di 1st came to their village in a survey. She came and never went back. She had a zeal for doing something which really makes a difference and she decided to stay back for them. To do something for them all. She also always wished to be like Radhika Di once she grows up.

The rain had almost stopped. A bit of drizzling was there and a new hope. She almost reached at her village. She could see the lamps twinkling from the last turn. She was breathless by the time she reached at the center where everyone was gathered. They looked at her, with hopes in eyes.

"what happened??" Her father reached her. His voice was trembling with excitement.  

She looked at him but couldn't speak. 

"Someone get some water for her." Someone shouted.

She nodded which meant " Yes."

She drank it slowly, sat down on the earth, looked around at those curious faces and broke into tears. 

"We won!! We won Bapu, We won!! Radhika Di is coming with the legal orders. We won"  She screamed with happiness. 

It was like winning a battle against system. Finally they will be able to study. they were getting a girls school even with those facilities which boys school doesn't have.

They got the school where Girls will be able to study, without any fee.

Their very Own girls School!!! 

Wednesday, November 10, 2010

3WW:- Gesture, Immediate,Treasure

I have a feeling that very soon I'll be far, am gonna fly,
No matter how many walls you build around and high!!!

No doubt I felt special with your every single gesture,

You really gave me countless memories to treasure!!!

I was only always near and immediate next to you,
No matter how tough times you had and went through!!!

But now seems like its really getting tough for me to take,

I really wonder in lives why don't we have any retake!!!

I feel a lump in my throat, a blockage in my thoughts,
Then would it be really very hard to open up all those knots!!!

It better to move out rather than loosing my own self,
I need to be only me now and really don't need any help!!!

You be always happy even if I am not there around,
Just think of me, and I promise you would hear my sound!!!

For 3WW:-

Wednesday, November 3, 2010

3WW:-Abrupt, Kernel, Wield

The reaction was abrupt which I never thought of,
Those words were bit wield but really very aloof,
I tried hard to look happy but I knew it was nominal,
How would the life revolve on track if it losts its Kernel?

Wednesday, October 27, 2010

3WW:-Fragile, Rampant, Tremor

I ran towards the Taxi stand as soon as I heard that Prachi Di tried to commit suicide. How, When, Why!!! All the thoughts kept creeping in my mind. I really felt a strong Tremor in floor but I had to put myself all together and had to step out. "How did she even not think about Peehu before doing something like it? Who else poor Peehu has except her Mom?? Why did she??" I kept thinking while stepping out of my place. 

And hell!! I could not get a cab.. I cursed the transport system and the traffic of Mumbai and on the top of everything the President was visiting our area so there was huge system as most of the roads were blocked by the police due to security reasons. Any ways tough it took me almost one hour instead of 20 minutes, some how  I managed to reach the hospital. 

And I saw her!! There!! Lying on the bed!! That face I have been looking at for last 6 years!! Calm but dull!! 

I almost broke into tears. Her doctor told me not to wake her up as she just slept. 

"Where is Peehu" I suddenly realized but whom to ask. I thought of asking the doctor if she has any idea and she really knew. Even had enough information to put in my thoughts again. 

"Oh, yeah! Her Dad came and took her with him at his place. I think He knew that you would be coming here so told me to inform you. I am so sorry, it slipped from my mind" She informed me.

"He din't stay here and wait till Prachi di wakes up?? " I was really hurt. How can a person be so stone hearted.

"No, he had some really important work, he said" doctor said and left.

I looked at Prachi Di. She was only 26. A divorced after being in a love marriage against entire society for which worked only for 2 years. Mom of a 5 years old Girl Peehu. 

God!! What all she has seen in these 7 years. Accidental death of Parents. A really bad marriage. Cheated by husband. Leaving home for betterment of her baby's life. Single Mom and now independent woman.

 How she tolerated the rampant anger inside. The questions of the society have been no less. They killed her every day. Tough she tried to be for living her life and giving Peehu a life what every kid dream of...

Living fragile dreams she saw being in love, really has been so tough for her.

But she stood still!! like a rock in front of every problem then why today??? 

What happened now??? 

What reason can be bigger than what she has faced already!!!!

And questions left unanswered with the silence of the Hospital ward in that dark night!!!!

For 3WW:-

Saturday, October 23, 2010

True or False!!!

"Guess What!!!" I almost got shocked when Nikhil almost shouted as soon as he entered in office. I was really amazed.

"Dude!!! Whatz wrong with you?? You almost scared me to stop my breathes.., Ok, now, what is the big news you so excited about??" I was really wondering, what has happened to this guy whom I never really seen in any excitement instead of "Women"  since I joined this new place I now work in. and Yes!! Nikhil is that guy, who sits in the cubicle next to mine plus he is 10 years older than me.. Soo...  Pheww!!!

"Guess, I asked who out!!!" and this was it. He again started. His boring and even desperate tales about girls even after being married for 6 years. 

Yes!! He was married with a cute Girl child and really very loving wife but still can not ever control his hormones when ever he meets any new girl out !!! I really pity his wife silently. 

"No point guessing, I hardly paid any attention to any of your those silly stupid tales lately so I really have no idea whom you were eying on so go on, i'll try to bear it once again" and even tough I felt I was really rude, I couldn't help it. 

Obviously, I was a not one of his those "Ohh, Wow!! Awesome Dude, Congrats!!" male pals. I felt really bad for his wife and wished I could help but he never even care to listen to any of my morality lessons so NO USE!!!

And here he started "Ok, So listen, what happened this weekend!! I went to this very ethnic Spa this Saturday and that chic was amazing so obviously I really dint care how lighter this made my pocket. We were discussing things and I asked her about few products n all " and he went on and on and on but the conclusion was He met her again on the very next day and asked for a coffee and the point is  She actually accepted. 

According to him he was being nice because that "Poor lady was going through a very Bad marriage so being nice would have helped her"!!! 

"Dude, would you mind  if your wife helps a man in the even delicate manner who is going through a really Bad S** Life" I wanted to shout but obviously I dint say It. Yeah!! Being only 21 years old is really too young for this conversation!!!

Any ways this very formal "Only Coffee Date" ended with a "Good Night Kiss" after a "Really Classic Chinese Dinner" plus they might go out somewhere really "Private" when they would meet next time. 

I dint understand what should I say to him. I thought I better keep quite so I did. I just smiled weakly and said "Good for You!!!"

It wasn't the first time but some how It left me wondering where our relationships are going now a days. Why do we hurt people we love even knowingly. How would his wife tolerate the pain of being cheated if she comes to know. But obviously, like most of the women she must be thinking her husband is really very working hard late night to give them a better life.

Betrayal of trust and loyalty but yeah, obviously she wouldn't know. How would anyone!! What if my love does the same!! How would I bear!!

I really felt lucky for the first time for having someone who loves me for who I am, what I am, how I am!!!
He loves me even after all the scenes I create sometimes because of my emotional ups and downs.

I loved him for the smiles, happiness and joy he has filled in my life. Tough he hurts me sometimes because of stupid things he does and his Ego but he still has rights to hold my whole life in his hands!!!

It feels really great when You have someone to live for!!! I DO!!!  :)